Understanding Your Value

 I’m going to be honest. 

Healing is a process of digging deep into the depths of your heart hurts and seems impossible. Having strong desires to be loved by everyone around you and ignoring the most incredible love ever given to you is painful.


My brokenness is within the value I don’t understand I have. My heart constantly desires validation from things and people who can never make me feel full. 


The love I long to experience as a teenage girl is hard. As I watch as the other girls magically end up with a boyfriend and I’m sitting there watching wondering if I’ll ever be good enough for a boy.


My heart felt used, as I watched people walk in and out of my life. My heart stopped beating when the teachers slid back graded papers with red marks. My body froze when I had no more work left to do for the day.


I’m constantly asking, so what really is my value? Who am I, if I can’t be of help to anyone. I’m only good for someone to love if I’m needed. 


But God, says, I am worth more than rubies (Proverbs 3: 15), I am so valuable that he will fight for me (Exodus 14:14), and I am altogether beautiful (Song of Solomon 4:7) “So if he is for me what can be against me?”

(Romans 8:31) Your value is so much more than you think because, to Him, you are worth dying for.


"You are altogether beautiful, my darling, beautiful in everyway."
~Song of Solomon 4:7


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